Is revenge really a good motive for losing weight? Probably not if that is the sole reason, and maybe not at all. I want to lose weight to feel confidant about myself, I want to feel sexy, I want to be healthy... But something that is always in the back of my mind.. "I want to prove her wrong." I can't help thinking about something this girl said about why she stole some of my clothes... "why shouldn't I have them, she's to fat to fit in them anyway."
"why shouldn't I have them, she's TOO FAT to fit in them anyway"
Honestly that sentence has haunted me for the past seven months, when I start feeling lazy those words slowly drift from the back of my mind and assault me with a feeling of all encompassing anger, resentment, rage... and that fuels my desire to push myself farther. I fantasize about attaining my goals and giving her back my shirt she hid from me for so long and saying, "Here I'm too thin to fit in them, but they might fit you." Maybe I should thank her for this big push... or not.
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