Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge...

Is revenge really a good motive for losing weight? Probably not if that is the sole reason, and maybe not at all. I want to lose weight to feel confidant about myself, I want to feel sexy, I want to be healthy... But something that is always in the back of my mind.. "I want to prove her wrong." I can't help thinking about something this girl said about why she stole some of my clothes... "why shouldn't I have them, she's to fat to fit in them anyway."

"why shouldn't I have them, she's TOO FAT to fit in them anyway"

Honestly that sentence has haunted me for the past seven months, when I start feeling lazy those words slowly drift from the back of my mind and assault me with a feeling of all encompassing anger, resentment, rage... and that fuels my desire to push myself farther. I fantasize about attaining my goals and giving her back my shirt she hid from me for so long and saying, "Here I'm too thin to fit in them, but they might fit you." Maybe I should thank her for this big push... or not.

Product Placement.

Venus Embrace.

Those two not so little words are what is keeping me up waaaay past my bed time to blog to you the sheer heavenly bliss that I felt in the shower not ten minutes ago. No, not that.... Venus Embrace is a razor that I bought today, it has FIVE blades and honestly I have not felt such smooth legs after shaving in my life. This razor is why I have legs. Running this razor across my legs felt like little ribbons of joy lightly tickling my attention starved legs. The handle comes in three different colors choices pink, blue/purple, or blue/green, I have the later. The rubber on the handle really alows me to "get a grip" while I am shaving and I find myself lacking any of the accidental slippage problems that previous razors have plauged me with, leaving my skin unmarred. Tonight I will fall asleep slipping my legs beneath the covers enjoying the luxurious feeling of a close shave.

Good Night and always remember, love is a good razor blade.

Its ok, I'm wearing really big knickers!

You know that feeling when you come home, prop your feet up and just relax after a phenomenally awful day? Ahhhhh wonderful. It is wonderful right? Except you know that you will just have to go through the same thing that you did today, tomorrow, and the next day and the day after that, that my friend is EXHAUSTING!

"I suppose I'll have to add the force of gravity to my list of enemies."

Soooooooo....I just remembered I had a blog that I meant to keep up on, my list of 2010 is still a work in progress but here is the list AND an update.


1.Get a job, preferably full time.

Okay, so while I didn't get a new job, and I still work at the BIG BLUE BOX I recently gained a "full time" (20-32hrs/week) position there. It's not what I expected to be honest with you.

Pros are I get more hours therefore making more money... OH! and now I have insurance. Cons pretty much everything else. I enjoy my co-workers just not the obnoxious people I deal with.

2.Get an apartment

3.find a Judo dojo

4.lose weight

Still a work in progress, however as of today I have lost 12.8lbs this past month I'm very proud of my little accomplishment and I am now very motivated to keep at it and keep pushing myself.

5.be more zen


6.MOVE OUT.

I moved out. well sort of, my grandpa had a stroke (he's doing fine, thanks for asking) but I moved in with him temporarily(?) to help him out and just hang out. I'm really enjoying having my own room and bathroom, but mostly? I really enjoy getting to know and have quality time with my grandpa.

7.also maybe write the great american novel.



Everything is still a work in progress but I'm working at it the best I can.